happy bieber's day.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO THE SWAGGY INSPIRATIONAL GUY ALIVE @JUSTINBIEBER !!!!!!!!!!

wishing u all the greatest things happen in life. more success in career, keep loving your beliebers and still down to earth. i love you like always xoxo

justin turn 19 :')

     well, everyone will grow up, we know that. puberty causes all this stuff and we can't ignore it. we can't be babies anymore, we can't be teenagers anymore. we wiil grow up, becoming an adults, we will get married, have a family and we all will decided our life.

k guys don't take any serious, it's just the beginning words :P lol

     so, the real thing is justin gonna turn 19 tomorrow, and world know that. obama knows that even the aliens up there know that. i know he grow up so fast, but 19??? feels like he just turned 16 yesterday and it's like makin' me shocked, happy and crying at the same time cause i watch him grew up :") and i know exactly he is. 

     a small town boy, live in the city that have 32k population, have a blessed from God with those talents and love from the people around him. he just so young when he decided to be there, entertaining us, inspiring us. he should leave his normal life just for make other people put that smile on their faces.

    this is the last day of him be 18. he's not that kid anymore but he always be that kid in my heart. still kidrauhl, right? :")

Believe Tour Day First, Avalanna's Night

     so last night was so incredible. night. ever. That's because, it was the very first day of Believe Tour, OLLG tradition is still there, and Justin didn't pick up the ollg from the crowd as usual but he dedicated it to our angel, Avalanna Routh. She must be so happy watching  from heaven, her biggest inspiration made a special night for her. Yes, last night the One Less Lonely Girl is tribute to Avalanna. Justin standing there, looked up to the picture in the big screen, it was Avalanna and him, laughing together, and he sang 'one less lonely girl'. I don't know exactly if he was crying or not that night, but I think he did :"). Fredo was said on his twitter acc that meet and greet believe tour day first lots of tears...Maybe it because Avalanna or because beliebers miss justin so much. I don't know.

And also, Carly and Cody were there on the first day of Believe Tour. Perfect! Them both killed it, Justin said ;)

One for sure, Believe Tour day 1st is amazing. We can't deny it!. I hope Believe Tour is in Indonesia too, because last year, in My World tour, I'm not there to see him live cause I have a National Exam. Lots of prayers here, hope it's true about Justin said that Believe Tour is gonna be world wide, including Indonesia. I already save my money since 2 months ago..hahaha.

***

Dear Avalanna. 

Cancer is so fuckin' damn, huh? ;)

NO, baby! God didn't make something without mean it. He gave u a gift. He gave u cancer and by it, u can met your idol, spent time together with him, "marry" with him. U ever made me jealous btw ;)

But now, that stupid cancer has gone, you are in the better place where u can watch us anytime u want. Probably u watching me too while I made this post ;D hahaha..

So, Mrs. Bieber...we love you sweetie. Miss u already. Someday, we will meet together in the same place. 

Rest In Peace

Avalanna Routh

of me

    Nobody knows the real me. Nobody knows how many times I've sat in my room and cried, how many times I've lost hope, how many times I've felt like I'm about to snap but don't just for the sake of others. Nobody knows the thoughts that have gone through my head whenever I'm sad, and how horrible they are.

Ada saatnya cinta harus dilepas, tidak digenggam dengan begitu erat. Bahwa ada saatnya kita tidak perlu berlari, tapi berhenti, melihat sekeliling. dan tersenyum.

Hati kamu mungkin memilihku, seperti juga hatiku selalu memilihmu. Tapi hati bisa bertumbuh dan bertahan dengan pilihan lain. Kadang, begitu saja sudah cukup. Sekarang aku pun merasa cukup.

Happy Anniversary Dear :*
wishes all the best for our relationship.
we planned so many things, hun. remember? ;) haha. 
talk about our future, like we had a clue what will happen then.
I never feel like this before. hope u know how meant the whole world you to me. :"

Just Be You :)

I think what makes you more beautiful is when you believe in yourself, not trying to be someone else, and thanking God for everything he had given to you.

You have not to be perfect. You don't need that stupid make-up. You are a girl, a human, not a Barbie, a doll without brain. You should be grateful with all you have. Perfect or not, it doesn't matter. Nobody's perfect in this rude world by the way. Don't be afraid. Your imperfections make you beautiful and they make you who you are. No need to be perfect, just be you. People's judge maybe will annoy you. They judge you because they too jealous to you cause you show the world that you are not pretending to be someone else and just be you :)

"would you like to date an ugly girl, Justin?"

"How can I date a thing that never exist?"

- Justin Bieber -

(@mrybiebs)

Dream

Hey there :) . 

Seneng deh rasanya balik ke kehidupan normal lagi :D hehe. Terlepas dari segala masalah yang menghampiri gue selama sepekan lebih, yang bikin hari-hari gue serasa ga' normal lagi, gue udah rasa agak tenang. Yaa, meski mungkin itu masih akan berlanjut tapi yang penting ada jedanya buat gue tarik napas dan nulis posting baru di blog gue :D. Okelah, nggak usah dibahas. 

Kali ini gue bukan mau nulis curhatan :D, gue mau nulis tentang sesuatu yang harapannya bisa menginspirasi orang..ya big thanks aja buat yang anggep tulisan ini inspiratif :)

Mimpi. 

Apa sih yang kalian pikir saat denger kata 'mimpi'? Kalo gue sih mengartikan kata itu sebagai sesuatu yang pengen gue capai dengan segala kerja keras gue. Dan mimpi gue bukan cuma satu aja, tapi banyak. Waktu gue kecil, gue pernah bermimpi buat jadi dokter, dan sampai sekarang pun gue masih bermimpi untuk jadi seperti itu. Tapi, dibalik mimpi gue yang besar untuk jadi dokter, tersisip sebagian mimpi-mimpi lain. Kayak gue pengen banget jadi dancer, pengen ketemu Justin Bieber, pengen beli Vans banyak banget, pengen belajar mengemudi, belajar skate, pengen kawin *upjh ;)*, dan masih banyak lagi. Dan beberapa diantara mimpi-mimpi gue itu, udah ada yang terwujud. Bukan tentang yang kawin yaa, boro-boro kawin, orang pacaran juga belum sebulan :P plus gue masih 15 tahun, masih kecil, dan masih muda ;D. Maksud gue, gue udah punya tim dance dan sudah beberapa kali tampil baik show maupun perlombaan. Contoh lain, gue di follow, dapet reply maupun retweet dari artis favorit gue *yang pasti itu bukan Justin -,-*. Gue sangat-sangat mensyukuri hal itu, karena itu merupakan mimpi gue, sesuatu yang pengen banget gue dapet dan sekarang gue bisa nikmati sebagian dari mimpi-mimpi gue yang terwujud itu. 

Sebagian orang bilang, pemimpi itu nggak realistis, pikirannya masih anak-anak banget dan alay. Seorang yang punya mimpi, berarti dia punya sesuatu yang ingin dia capai yang mungkin merupakan tujuan hidupnya. Dan untuk mewujudkan semua hal itu diperlukan usaha. Apa itu yang dikatakan nggak realistis? Anak-anak banget? ALAY? ... Nggak kan?! Semua itu kembali kepada kita, bagaimana cara kita mengartikan kata "mimpi". Yaaa, kalau misalkan kalian bermimpi tetapi tidak ada satupun usaha untuk mewujudkannya, itu useless dan berarti kamu bukan pemimpi tapi orang yang hanya bisa berandai-andai *sama ya? ;)*. Semua orang yang udah sukses awalnya adalah orang biasa yang punya segudang mimpi. Berdasarkan mimpinya itu, dia pun bikin tekad buat mencapainya dan menikmatinya. 

Justin Bieber. Siapa sih yang nggak kenal seorang Justin? Seorang yang sukses, masih muda dan bertalenta. Dia pernah bilang ke gue *eiits, gue belieber loh. Take a note :P* dia nggak kan bisa sampai sejauh ini kalo bukan karena kemurahan Yang Maha Kuasa dan tekadnya terhadap mimpinya untuk bisa menjadi seperti idolanya, Michael Jackson. Selalu Justin mengingatkan beliebers untuk terus mengejar mimpi mereka masing-masing, believe that, dan raih itu semua. Karena segalanya berasal dari sesuatu, dan sesuatu itu akan sia-sia kalau kita tidak bermimpi.

Jangan pernah takut untuk bermimpi apalagi meragukannya. Take example from me and Justin. Gue mimpi buat jadi dancer dan punya team sendiri, alhasil sekarang gue udah punya dan itu gue lewatin dengan penuh usaha. Gue mimpi Carly bisa follow gue, Joel reply tweet gue dan Payton serta Mckenzie retweet tweet gue, alhasil apa yang gue impiin terwujud semua sesuai apa yang gue harapin :). Justin punya mimpi bisa jadi penyanyi sensasional sama kayak idolanya, MJ,alhasil sekarang kita bisa liat dia menikmati apa yang diimpikannya. Kalo lo udah coba tapi gagal, coba lagi. Kalo lo udah mulai putus asa, percaya mimpi lo itu. Gue aja bisa, masa lo nggak? 

Everything starts from something. It would be nothing if your heart didn't dream it. 

Go straight to your dreams. Everything is possible.

Dream Big and Never Say Never

- Justin Bieber

silly fighting.

crazy,huh? When your seniors, your friends, fighting with you with no reasons. You try to explain 'em but in the other side you are thinking that they're your friends. Missunderstanding. That's the problem. Ok, if u guys think I'm overact, it's ok, it's my life not anybody's. But, u guys should know that I'm just trying to help. I texted him that day to apology what I have done to him. And I never say bad things to you. It's his cellphone, not yours. I'm texted him, not u girl :). You are my senior and it's my job to respect you as your junior. but sometimes seniors are so annoyed. Why? because u think you are older than me then u think u don't have to respect me? You always judge people, juniors, giving 'em advices about being nice but you never realize that you are same with the others. Annoying, rude, stuff like that. Maybe you was right, every seniors don't want their juniors to not respect to them, but I was thinking as long as the junior was right, I'll shut my mouth up.

Think first before you say all that shits. if u want respect from other people especially your juniors, you should respect 'em first. Prove it if senior is more mature than junior. 

Dislikes :')

It hurts to know that people who u love or means something to u suddenly being a rude person in this whole wide world. Judging u like u are nothing matters anymore. The question here, "Am I don't deserve happiness in my life?"  "Am I can not choose my life?". Everyday since that day, I always wondering what something that I have done bad to u. I choose him not because his money or his car. Not because he is rich or stuff like that. I just don't know why, but when I'm close to him, I feel so comfort, I feel save. And this is not about money! U know, being a girl is not as easy as you thought. When you close with a boy, they called u flirt. When you broke up with a boy, they called u bitch. Boy can say that girl never understand him, but u should know deep down in her heart, she do. Just, she wanna something from you that makes her comfort and feel the respect. I just want u to know, that I really love him with all my heart...

I just don't know what's going on here. k, this is my fault. I was wrong when I say you are nice. I don't know with this world..............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................brbcrying.

14th August '12

u never realize, don't u? God has answer my pray btw. U kno what makes my birthday last year feels so perfect?? It's because you. You text me first, u always be there for me but I never take that seriously. I thought I was losing hope. I thought, I would never get that second chance. Sorry. when u ask me who's the guy I like in class, I said no. I'm lying. I do have but I'm too shy to tell u about that cos the guy who I like is asking me that question. :D This is crazy but thanks for make 30mins feels so special to me. Seriously, I'm not feel that nervous when I'm around u cos feels like I already kno u :). Hope u really mean it when u say that ;)

As Long As You Love Me

JUSTIN BIEBER'S NEW MUSIC VIDEO CALLED "AS LONG AS YOU LOVE ME" IS MORE THAN AMAZING!!!! MORE THAN JUST A MUSIC VIDEO!!!! MORE MATURE!!!! ONE OF THE BEST VIDEO HE EVER DONE!!!!! SO SEXY!!! LITTLE BIT RUDE, BUT OVER ALL PERFECT!!!!!!! 

GOSH!!!! WHERE DO MY OVARIES GOOOOOO???? BELIEBERS! WE SHOULD BE PROUD FOR OUR BOYFRIEND! MAYBE THE VIDEO MAKE US LITTLE BIT ENVY, BUT THE GIRL ISN'T A PROBLEM!!!! JUSTIN. THERE. LOOKS. SO. MATURE. AND. RESPONSIBILITY! 

JUSTIN, CAN I GET A FUCK NOW????? U MAY NOT FOLLOWING ME ON TWITTER, BUT THIS IS DIFFERENT!! BREATH FOR YES, SAY "I LOVE YOU" FOR NO!!!!!

SO OBSESSED WITH THIS VIDEO!

I Miss 'em :(

I Miss 'em

I Miss when we first met.

I Miss when you guys ask me whats my name.

I Miss when you guys shout my name.

I Miss when we spent time together by practice in school.

I Miss when we laughing together.

I Miss when u made me can't stop smiling till I'm home.

I Miss when we slept together in one house.

I Miss when we had snack time in the morning and evening.

I Miss when we watch a horror movie together.

I Miss when we talked together.

I Miss when one of u guys brush your teeth in living room.

I Miss when we in the backstage.

I Miss when we dancing together.

I Miss when we bought customs and shoes together.

I Miss when one of u guys be with me till I got car.

I Miss when we were holding hand.

I Miss when u borrow my belt.

I Miss when u drank from my bottle.

I Miss when we shouted together before perform.

I Miss when we CRYING together :')

I Miss when the time before final, we saw our rainbow.

I Miss when we all say "fuck!"

I Miss when we all meet at school.

     I Miss so much things from you guys. Now, 2 people left. We are 7 now. Last saturday was the last show when we were 9. I Miss you guys so much. I miss the old you all. But life must go on. We can't go back to the past. We can't go back in time and change everything we had, we spent together. All the cried, laughed, smiled, worried, everything only a memory now. We all can be change but memories not. We have our own way. And each way are perfect to us. If you guys decided to move. Go ahead. You have life so am I. I just want you to know before u decided to not coming back, I really, deeply gonna miss you guys!!!! Here's so empty without you all. I Miss You!

To: Afi & Ardwin

y'guys take care. Miss ya alreadyyyyyyyyy! see u soon. don't forget me. don't forget us!!!!! Goodbye :')

Stupid.

Talking to you is the amazing thing that ever happened to me. Maybe you never know about that, it's surely thing. I'm too shy to be honest to you actually. You know that feeling when your crush really close to you, even talking to you and without your asking or calling, he/she comes to you. Yes! it was happened to me. But you should know, sometimes the people who we like the most or we called "crush" could be so mean to us cause there's something they want from us and for sure its really hurt. There's so many nice things happened to me since me and him get close. I mean, the relationship between us. I feel so close to him. But sometimes I can be so nervous cause he treat me too much. But, that's all I love from him. And he never know about that. But like I said, our "crush" can be so rude because something that their realize and they wanna get something from that. It was happen to me too. I don't know, but I think this is so stupid. I feel like I was nothing. First thing, I heard some bad news about him but I ignore it, cause I know he wouldn't be like that. Arrogant and never care about people around him. But then...today....he make me embarrassing in front of his friends. 1 word............. J.E.R.K!!!!!!

Justin for 9

   hey, guys! it's meh, try typin' so fast to tell u about this but maybe u already kno that so..yeah thats ok anw :D. First, for u who always stay tune on twitter,u surely look up to the trends today, rite? The trending topic today get my attention. I read em, and got "Justin for 9" was trend. I'm thinking for a sec, maybe its another Justin and not even Justin I kno ;) but I kinda curios that time cos it probably talk about Justin Bieber so I click that and yep, my heart was right, its about Justin Bieber and his concert. Idk exactly which concert it was, maybe in Japan or where,i dunno, one for sure its really stupid argue. U kno, how can "a woman" suing him for 9 million just bcos his concert too loud??? I mean what? What the fucking hell she is?? Its concert ma'am. It sure would loud there! And who fucking hell she think she is?! This is too stupid! First, why the fucking hell her house should be near that place? If she already  kno that it is a stadium and there would be so many fucking bands/singers would make a concert and for sure it would makes her ears hurt, why she wanna live there? I give u an advice ma'am. MOVE FROM THERE! simple as that!. Second, if that was too loud, why people around there not complain but you..you just like stupid monkey cryin' as hell try to grab some bananas?!. I guess u just want to be famous. Just like Mariah and the others did. Poor you.

 I swear to God, if this stupid argue, seen on TV or even write there in newspaper. I will...................................................................don't give a fuck! 

Flirty Justin

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A little cute thing

Ours