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Wednesday, August 29, 2012

silly fighting.

crazy,huh? When your seniors, your friends, fighting with you with no reasons. You try to explain 'em but in the other side you are thinking that they're your friends. Missunderstanding. That's the problem. Ok, if u guys think I'm overact, it's ok, it's my life not anybody's. But, u guys should know that I'm just trying to help. I texted him that day to apology what I have done to him. And I never say bad things to you. It's his cellphone, not yours. I'm texted him, not u girl :). You are my senior and it's my job to respect you as your junior. but sometimes seniors are so annoyed. Why? because u think you are older than me then u think u don't have to respect me? You always judge people, juniors, giving 'em advices about being nice but you never realize that you are same with the others. Annoying, rude, stuff like that. Maybe you was right, every seniors don't want their juniors to not respect to them, but I was thinking as long as the junior was right, I'll shut my mouth up.
Think first before you say all that shits. if u want respect from other people especially your juniors, you should respect 'em first. Prove it if senior is more mature than junior. 

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Dislikes :')

It hurts to know that people who u love or means something to u suddenly being a rude person in this whole wide world. Judging u like u are nothing matters anymore. The question here, "Am I don't deserve happiness in my life?"  "Am I can not choose my life?". Everyday since that day, I always wondering what something that I have done bad to u. I choose him not because his money or his car. Not because he is rich or stuff like that. I just don't know why, but when I'm close to him, I feel so comfort, I feel save. And this is not about money! U know, being a girl is not as easy as you thought. When you close with a boy, they called u flirt. When you broke up with a boy, they called u bitch. Boy can say that girl never understand him, but u should know deep down in her heart, she do. Just, she wanna something from you that makes her comfort and feel the respect. I just want u to know, that I really love him with all my heart...
I just don't know what's going on here. k, this is my fault. I was wrong when I say you are nice. I don't know with this world..............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................brbcrying.

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

14th August '12

u never realize, don't u? God has answer my pray btw. U kno what makes my birthday last year feels so perfect?? It's because you. You text me first, u always be there for me but I never take that seriously. I thought I was losing hope. I thought, I would never get that second chance. Sorry. when u ask me who's the guy I like in class, I said no. I'm lying. I do have but I'm too shy to tell u about that cos the guy who I like is asking me that question. :D This is crazy but thanks for make 30mins feels so special to me. Seriously, I'm not feel that nervous when I'm around u cos feels like I already kno u :). Hope u really mean it when u say that ;)

Friday, August 3, 2012

As Long As You Love Me




JUSTIN BIEBER'S NEW MUSIC VIDEO CALLED "AS LONG AS YOU LOVE ME" IS MORE THAN AMAZING!!!! MORE THAN JUST A MUSIC VIDEO!!!! MORE MATURE!!!! ONE OF THE BEST VIDEO HE EVER DONE!!!!! SO SEXY!!! LITTLE BIT RUDE, BUT OVER ALL PERFECT!!!!!!! 

GOSH!!!! WHERE DO MY OVARIES GOOOOOO???? BELIEBERS! WE SHOULD BE PROUD FOR OUR BOYFRIEND! MAYBE THE VIDEO MAKE US LITTLE BIT ENVY, BUT THE GIRL ISN'T A PROBLEM!!!! JUSTIN. THERE. LOOKS. SO. MATURE. AND. RESPONSIBILITY! 
JUSTIN, CAN I GET A FUCK NOW????? U MAY NOT FOLLOWING ME ON TWITTER, BUT THIS IS DIFFERENT!! BREATH FOR YES, SAY "I LOVE YOU" FOR NO!!!!!

SO OBSESSED WITH THIS VIDEO!

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

I Miss 'em :(

I Miss 'em
I Miss when we first met.
I Miss when you guys ask me whats my name.
I Miss when you guys shout my name.
I Miss when we spent time together by practice in school.
I Miss when we laughing together.
I Miss when u made me can't stop smiling till I'm home.
I Miss when we slept together in one house.
I Miss when we had snack time in the morning and evening.
I Miss when we watch a horror movie together.
I Miss when we talked together.
I Miss when one of u guys brush your teeth in living room.
I Miss when we in the backstage.
I Miss when we dancing together.
I Miss when we bought customs and shoes together.
I Miss when one of u guys be with me till I got car.
I Miss when we were holding hand.
I Miss when u borrow my belt.
I Miss when u drank from my bottle.
I Miss when we shouted together before perform.
I Miss when we CRYING together :')
I Miss when the time before final, we saw our rainbow.
I Miss when we all say "fuck!"
I Miss when we all meet at school.

     I Miss so much things from you guys. Now, 2 people left. We are 7 now. Last saturday was the last show when we were 9. I Miss you guys so much. I miss the old you all. But life must go on. We can't go back to the past. We can't go back in time and change everything we had, we spent together. All the cried, laughed, smiled, worried, everything only a memory now. We all can be change but memories not. We have our own way. And each way are perfect to us. If you guys decided to move. Go ahead. You have life so am I. I just want you to know before u decided to not coming back, I really, deeply gonna miss you guys!!!! Here's so empty without you all. I Miss You!

To: Afi & Ardwin
y'guys take care. Miss ya alreadyyyyyyyyy! see u soon. don't forget me. don't forget us!!!!! Goodbye :')

Monday, July 16, 2012

Stupid.

Talking to you is the amazing thing that ever happened to me. Maybe you never know about that, it's surely thing. I'm too shy to be honest to you actually. You know that feeling when your crush really close to you, even talking to you and without your asking or calling, he/she comes to you. Yes! it was happened to me. But you should know, sometimes the people who we like the most or we called "crush" could be so mean to us cause there's something they want from us and for sure its really hurt. There's so many nice things happened to me since me and him get close. I mean, the relationship between us. I feel so close to him. But sometimes I can be so nervous cause he treat me too much. But, that's all I love from him. And he never know about that. But like I said, our "crush" can be so rude because something that their realize and they wanna get something from that. It was happen to me too. I don't know, but I think this is so stupid. I feel like I was nothing. First thing, I heard some bad news about him but I ignore it, cause I know he wouldn't be like that. Arrogant and never care about people around him. But then...today....he make me embarrassing in front of his friends. 1 word............. J.E.R.K!!!!!!

Friday, July 13, 2012

Justin for 9

   hey, guys! it's meh, try typin' so fast to tell u about this but maybe u already kno that so..yeah thats ok anw :D. First, for u who always stay tune on twitter,u surely look up to the trends today, rite? The trending topic today get my attention. I read em, and got "Justin for 9" was trend. I'm thinking for a sec, maybe its another Justin and not even Justin I kno ;) but I kinda curios that time cos it probably talk about Justin Bieber so I click that and yep, my heart was right, its about Justin Bieber and his concert. Idk exactly which concert it was, maybe in Japan or where,i dunno, one for sure its really stupid argue. U kno, how can "a woman" suing him for 9 million just bcos his concert too loud??? I mean what? What the fucking hell she is?? Its concert ma'am. It sure would loud there! And who fucking hell she think she is?! This is too stupid! First, why the fucking hell her house should be near that place? If she already  kno that it is a stadium and there would be so many fucking bands/singers would make a concert and for sure it would makes her ears hurt, why she wanna live there? I give u an advice ma'am. MOVE FROM THERE! simple as that!. Second, if that was too loud, why people around there not complain but you..you just like stupid monkey cryin' as hell try to grab some bananas?!. I guess u just want to be famous. Just like Mariah and the others did. Poor you.
 I swear to God, if this stupid argue, seen on TV or even write there in newspaper. I will...................................................................don't give a fuck!